If I see dan, I will be convicted of murder or assault for getting fired over a BUllshit reason
If I get a car, I will drive on the highway and leave my foot on the acceleration and never let off.
If I walk over a bridge, I will look into the water and just jump no matter how high the fall.
If I drink at a party, I will drink nothing but salt water and alcohol and tie a belt around my neck.
If I drink in my apartment, I will binge drink with sleeping pills and motion sickness pills.
There nothing else for me everyone gone or ignoring me, I grew up thinking everyone needs someone a family or friends. But I grew up with false beliefs that I could have one or the other. So when I’m imprisoned or dead, just remember this is what happened to someone with no one.